Just to see them smile.

Michael came down for Father's Day weekend. The kids are staying with him at his parents house. They are so excited. They adore their father. And I'm having major anxiety issues. We took the kids to Toys R Us, in our van, like a family. It was the most awkward, uncomfortable feeling I have ever had. I just don't see how this is actually real. Really, really happening. But to see those babies smile. It's worth it. To know their hearts are full because daddy is home. I can suck it up. For them to feel whole again, I would do it over and over. I love them more than myself, and their happiness is my first priority.