Blah, blah, blah, blah BLAH!  I have been struuuuuggling for months now. I know, it's one step at a time. I breathe in, I breathe out, put one foot in front of the other. Take it one day at a time.
And then I fall. I have dirt in my eyes from falling on my face. I have a bruised tailbone from falling on my ass. WHY does, finding my place and what is meant for my life so flippin' hard!!!!!!!!
I didn't say it was going to be easy, I said it was going to be worth it. Well HELL, what ever I have coming is WORTH IT! Cause I have been through hell and I am on my way back.
I never wanted any of this. And never wanted to accept it. I let my 'circumstance' become who I was. And I know I am more than that. So now, once again. Because I learn the hard way. I am on the search for my place in this world, in this life.

Sheesh. I need a vacation!

The Truth

The Truth is, I haven't been doing as well as I have been presenting myself. I have covered my pain with food and alcohol. And then one day, I was a fat drunk girl. How un-Kimmie is that!! So, here is the truth. Right now at this moment I weigh the exact same as I did when I delivered Tavin. And, that my friends, has to change right now! So, I am not going on a diet, I am seeking a lifestyle change, and any suggestions are welcomed. I need recipes, exercises, and support. I need to get back to my fabulous self, and start this fabulous new life that is laying before me.

Back to School

Ahhhhh... The silence of the kids going back to school. Sleeping in is great, but having 7 hours for me is amazing! Oh how I missed putting the kids on the school bus and walking back into an empty house. But, by the time 4 o'clock rolls around I am ready to get them off the bus and spend the evenings together.

Country music, how I heart you. 

You can cure a bad day,

make cleaning so much more tolerable. 

You make me smile,

put a boot scoot in my step

thank you for making life more enjoyable!!

Project 366: Day One

Today, I start a new year with my new family. I have a lot to be thankful for, and it's time I start appreciating these things.

The two people who are making my wonderful life possible, mommy and daddy!!