American Honey: May 2012

Thursday, May 17, 2012

So, I have been thinking a lot about my future. Maybe too much. But, it has to be done. And if you are a first born, you understand then need to KNOW what is going to happen. But I digress.
I have been thinking about what my future holds. Do I really hold everything in my own to hands, or is all of this predetermined by God? I mean, if I decide to do one thing, is it MY choice, or is it the choice that has already been made for me?
ALL that I know, is that I have a man begging me to take him back, three kids who adore the man, and the knowledge that he is the man of my of my dreams. What is it that I am to do with all this information. How am I supposed to respond. What do I do?
Do I even worry about it, or is everything preplanned for my life and I should just, FLOW. As one of the wise-est men I ever knew would say. just FLOW.
Because flowing right now is leading me back into this mans arms.
I'm lost and haven't a clue. I know I love him, but is the hurt worth putting behind me for a lifetime with someone I will love for a lifetime?

You Make Me Smile

The funny things my kids say on a daily basis that make me smile.

Tavin 08/05/2012
That's President Obama!

Tavin 10/18/2011
Laying on my bed, he was looking at my Victoria's Secret catalog. He turns the page, and points, that pitty gul, that pitty gul, that pitty gul. They start early! PS it was the winter clothing catalog, no bras and panties, the models were fully clothed.

Tavin 10/16/2011
"No, you crazy!"

Tavin 09/20/2011
Kailey and Tavin were bathing together. Tavin leans back in against the tub wall and puts his hands behind his head and says, "How was your day?" When did he grow up?!!

Kailey and Andre 07/25/2011
Walking around the commissary and Kailey says, while hanging on the front if the shopping cart, "Mommy, I'm your GPS. Turn. Left." And Andrew chimes in, "In two miles." Hehe, they make me smile!!

Andrew 07/16/2011
The kids and I were looking at my baby book. Me, "My first word was drink." Kailey, "What was your second word?" Andrew, without missing a beat, "Oh crap." enough said.

Tavin 07/09/11
"My legs broken", he says falling to the floor not wanting to walk.

Andrew 07/05/11
"Mommy, do you know why there are so many bad people in China?" Me, "No, buddy, why?" Andrew, "Ninja's" I still giggle when I think about it.

Kailey 06/12/2011
We went to have our nails painted and as we sat under the lights to let them dry, Kailey says "Mommy, I'm the cutest girl in here." Who can argue with that???

"Why?", "Why?", "Why"? "*SIGH*

Kailey 06/08/2001
"Mommy, how come there isn't summer break in Georgia?" "There is Kailey, what do you mean?" "Then how come Rain Rain and Pop Pop don't have summer break?"

Andrew 06/03/2011
"Mama, Kailey just said a bad word.", "What word was that?" "She called me a crazy head." "That's not a bad word, you are a crazy head!" followed by unstoppable giggles.

Kailey 05/28/2011
"Woooowwwww, Mommy, are we in Paris??", "No, Kailey, we are in Paducah, Kentucky."

Thursday, May 17, 2012

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