I've been doing so good. I've got my wonderful new life. Parents who have given everything for me. Beautiful children who are my reason to get up in the morning, and then...
Today. I was unpacking MY Christmas stuff. Of all things. I lost it. I cried in my Daddy's arms. I'm crying now. I didn't ask for this. I don't deserve this. I had a life, a life I loved. Where did it go? And why did it leave?
Why, why do I have to go through this? What, what is this teaching me? I am so confused, I just don't even know what to think.
I'm heart broken. My life is upside down. I'm a square trying to fit in a circle peg.
I just want to love and be loved in return, is that so much to ask?????
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