American Honey: I'm a crazy kinda girl

Friday, October 21, 2011

I'm a crazy kinda girl

Self worth comes from one thing, thinking you are worthy. - Wayne Dyer

This week has been a crawl for me. I feel as though I have been punched in the gut and flown back a few thousand steps. And then, I feel like geez I'm bitching a lot. AAHHH! Where did my stable ground go?

Stupidity got the best of me, and now I am paying for letting my guard down. This stupid boy is going to ruin me forever. I don't want to hurt anymore. I've been looking in all the wrong places and doing all the wrong things. Still, my self-worth is no where around.

I want someone to love all the things I hate about myself, instead of someone who will point them out and make me feel worse.

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MakebaOctober 21, 2011 at 7:11 PM
You are a loving person. Like/love yourself & become the person you want to be & all the other stuff will fall into place. Love you & keep up the good work.
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The funny things my kids say on a daily basis that make me smile.

Tavin 08/05/2012
That's President Obama!

Tavin 10/18/2011
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"No, you crazy!"

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Kailey 06/12/2011
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"Why?", "Why?", "Why"? "*SIGH*

Kailey 06/08/2001
"Mommy, how come there isn't summer break in Georgia?" "There is Kailey, what do you mean?" "Then how come Rain Rain and Pop Pop don't have summer break?"

Andrew 06/03/2011
"Mama, Kailey just said a bad word.", "What word was that?" "She called me a crazy head." "That's not a bad word, you are a crazy head!" followed by unstoppable giggles.

Kailey 05/28/2011
"Woooowwwww, Mommy, are we in Paris??", "No, Kailey, we are in Paducah, Kentucky."

Friday, October 21, 2011

I'm a crazy kinda girl

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