American Honey: Second Thoughts

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Second Thoughts

There is this man who stand before me. A man who ripped my heart out, a man who turned around and walked away. And now he wants me back. He wants what we once had. My heart and my head both say HELL NO, but something in me is torn. He is my babies daddy, ten years he was my huband. I want to run and tell him better luck with the next girl, but there is something in me that is clining to him. What is it, and why is it?
What am I to do. Everything wants to run. I want to be my own person, want to be Kimmie, and that is it. I don't want to be owned by a man. I love being the kids mom, but I have no desire to be his wife again. So, what is it that gives me second thoughts?
What is it!?

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AnonymousJuly 7, 2012 at 7:20 PM
You go girl. You go on with your bad self.
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AnonymousJuly 9, 2012 at 5:25 AM
"The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours- it is an amazing journey- and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins"
-Bob Moawad
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Saturday, June 16, 2012

Second Thoughts

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