UGH

I have become everything that I am against. Everything I don't believe in. And that's me. I am this fat blob of a person and a bump on a log! Why am I like this, and Why and I doing thing to myself?

Just Me

I have never claimed to be perfect. Stop judging me, and just let me be, me. I deserve to live my life and to grow from my mistakes.

Day 3 of the New Year

So far I have destroyed every resolution I made, except no Red Bull. I need help with getting to the gym and getting motivated to get into the shape I deserve to be!!!

It's like DUH Kimberly

So, I have been search high and low for my happy, and wouldn't you know it's been in front of me the whole time.

Those faces are what drive me to be a better person. I love my babies, and I couldn't imagine life without them. The are my happy and my joy.
This is a new year and a new outlook on life, I want to be happy with what ALL I have and be thankful for it. I don't need to look anywhere else, because I do truly have it all!!

The Final Chapter

I have given way too much of myself to this separation from Michael. I am starting anew. A new year, and new start and all that jazz.
I have suffered and meddled and simmered and fumed enough for a lifetime. I am now telling you, my friends, that I am leaving that in my past. Because that is where it is and where it belongs. Unlucky 2013 is going to be my best year of my life, I am claiming it for myself and I know that God will deliver.
I know drama is much more fun to read about, but I am sorry. My misery is no longer enjoyment for others to read about. I finally found my happy and I plan to dwell there forever. No single person can complete me, I alone complete myself. It has taken a year and 8 months to figure this out. A year and 8 months that I will never get back. A year and 8 months of my kids lives that I missed out on because I was distracted. A year and 8 months that I was miserable and saw the good in nothing. This time next year, you as my witness, I will be happier in my life than I have ever been. Not because I will have found someone to love, but because I will have spent a year finally loving myself. Kimmie is a pretty awesome person, and I am glad to call you my friend. I am glad that you have traveled thought this journey with me, and see me on the other side stronger, happier and Kimmier!
For those of you who are wondering, I am not getting rid of my blog. I plan to continue being sweet American Honey. I just have a new battle, the battle of my weight. Not to mention the day to days of being a single mom. Follow me and listen to my ups and downs, and the funny things my kids say. But mostly, support me in my weight loss goals. I know I am going to need encouragement, accountability and support. Will you be that for me?

Could only happen to me

So, this kind of thing can only happen to me. I broke my other foot.
You read that right.
Broke my OTHER foot.
Two feet in one summer, beat that!!
It's just a fracture on the top of my foot, but still hurts.
Sometimes I wonder how I get through a day alive. I'm such a klutz. 

So, what have you done this summer that will make me laugh??

Thankful

Today I am thankful for my parents. Two people who have given me everything and never asked for anything in return. They have shown me what true unconditional love is, and I can never repay them, or thank them enought for what they have done for me.